I have stay too far away from love. I have not been in a relationship for a long time. Its makes me wonder how do I even start it, what to do in it, and how to maintain it. It has been that long that I've already totally forgotten how and what to do with it.
I've realised that I've always been avoiding love because I know I'd always end up being hurt. I'm not confident of myself, at all. Even if the boy I like, likes me back, I'd still say no to a new relationship. I'm afraid.
I've seen too many break ups around me. Friends. Friend's friends. And the reasons are always expected. I've seen too many jerks around me as well. Guys who want a girl just cos she's pretty. Love has become superficial. Where has all the true love go to? When a guy just fall in love with a nice girl that he feels comfortable with, that he can talks to easily and that he wants to dote and to love her for who she is.
I've heard conversations that guys talk about, and it only makes me certain that guys are just disappointing and sometimes hopeless. But still, I've know a few nice guys around :)
The situations that I am seeing now is that the boy/girl is interested in the other partner because he/she is pretty/handsome. Then they tried to be together and then they'll realised that they are not suitable for each other.
I prefer a love that blossoms out from small chats, teasing, arguments. Because of all these, I fall in love with you.
Its like even if both of them are in silence, they'd still feel very comfortable with each other.
If you don't even understand my silence, you won't understand my words.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
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