Monday, October 18, 2021

What the hell. It is 2021 now. 

I have not written here for more than 10 years. I'm just here to read some old posts... and realised nothing much has changed for me. Love luck is not by my side. So I ended up dating the guy who I mentioned before this post for close to 2 years. It was a bittersweet relationship. We have many good memories as well as very bad ones. But it's ok. We are still friends till this date. 

 However, I'm facing the same situation right now with another boy. When will I ever learned my lesson? When will I stop jumping into situationship? You know that you always lose in situationship because you are a very emotional girl. You think you can control your feelings but you can't. Have you ever won in any situationships? Never. So stop hurting yourself. 

 I'm already 31 years old this year. How things didn't change. Will I ever find someone who treats me right? 

 Maybe I should check back this blog 10 years later.